{"id":1043,"date":"2011-01-04T16:41:14","date_gmt":"2011-01-04T15:41:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=1043"},"modified":"2011-01-04T16:41:14","modified_gmt":"2011-01-04T15:41:14","slug":"cancer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1043","title":{"rendered":"Cancer"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The child grew in her<br \/>\nlike a love song.<br \/>\nWhat grows inside her now<br \/>\nwill never be born.<br \/>\nShe sits watching her daughter,<br \/>\nmiraculous,<br \/>\nremembering how the girl<br \/>\nquickened in her womb.<br \/>\nHow the days were measured<br \/>\nby the earth movement of her soul,<br \/>\nbulging like a tide<br \/>\nwithin her belly,<br \/>\nmysterious, holy, close.<\/p>\n<p>Now she prays the cells do not divide.<br \/>\nThat she not be the host<br \/>\nof their random chaos.<br \/>\nFor there will be<br \/>\nno bright beloved face,<br \/>\nno smile that lightens<br \/>\nthe dreariest fatigue,<br \/>\nno voice<br \/>\nthat spills its treasure<br \/>\ninto her heart with every syllable.<\/p>\n<p>The inert mass has no voice,<br \/>\nno smile,<br \/>\nno face.<br \/>\nIt lives senselessly without purpose.<br \/>\nDeath in the protoplasm<br \/>\nof her breasts and spine.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The child grew in her like a love song. What grows inside her now will never be born. She sits watching her daughter, miraculous, remembering&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1043\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Cancer<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1043","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1043","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1043"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1043\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1044,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1043\/revisions\/1044"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1043"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1043"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1043"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}