{"id":1131,"date":"2016-08-19T01:57:30","date_gmt":"2016-08-19T00:57:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=1131"},"modified":"2016-08-26T15:21:23","modified_gmt":"2016-08-26T14:21:23","slug":"candle-ashes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1131","title":{"rendered":"Candle Ashes"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am so sorry time went on.<br \/>\nSpace stretched the minutes of the clock<br \/>\nand we did not drift,<br \/>\nbut were pulled apart.<br \/>\nWe had to sleep.<br \/>\nI put out my light,<br \/>\nwhere it would not flicker,<br \/>\nwhere in the sea breeze of my dreams,<br \/>\nit would guide you back,<br \/>\nbut I woke,<br \/>\nnot even laying my head down.<\/p>\n<p>I woke, and there were ashes.<br \/>\nMy sleep left me gray and cold,<br \/>\nand my light was gone,<br \/>\nand you were gone,<br \/>\nand I suffered loneliness like death.<br \/>\nIs that what life has done to us?<br \/>\nWhen we dream,<br \/>\nto wake up with empty arms,<br \/>\nwith no farewell,<br \/>\nno promise to return.<br \/>\nNo locket with the picture of our love,<br \/>\nthe books we read to each other,<br \/>\nthe rooms that became forever warm,<br \/>\nthe glances over picnics,<br \/>\nand the rush of daylight<br \/>\nthrough your hair?<\/p>\n<p>You left and I left,<br \/>\nbecause of time and sleep,<br \/>\nand the sheer weariness of burning,<br \/>\nof holding back the clock,<br \/>\ndrowning out the drummer,<br \/>\nhoarding youth and hope,<br \/>\nuntil as un-caged birds<br \/>\nthey flew away,<br \/>\nwhen we paused,<br \/>\nand fell asleep in each other\u2019s arms,<br \/>\nand woke up alone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am so sorry time went on. Space stretched the minutes of the clock and we did not drift, but were pulled apart. We had&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1131\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Candle Ashes<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1131","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1131","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1131"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1131\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4409,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1131\/revisions\/4409"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1131"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1131"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1131"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}