{"id":1227,"date":"2014-07-21T20:25:24","date_gmt":"2014-07-21T19:25:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=1227"},"modified":"2014-08-05T21:11:00","modified_gmt":"2014-08-05T20:11:00","slug":"ash-wednesday","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1227","title":{"rendered":"Ash Wednesday"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>If I watch a star<br \/>\ndoes it not mean<br \/>\nthe past is before me?<br \/>\nMy hands can not touch it,<br \/>\nbut my eyes can see it.<br \/>\nBe a witness.<br \/>\nMark where a world ended,<br \/>\na crime committed.<br \/>\nWhere death followed life,<br \/>\nand one can see<br \/>\nsoundless cries and prayers.<\/p>\n<p>For years I have written poems<br \/>\nabout my brother.<br \/>\nHow he looked on the day<br \/>\nhe was murdered in a war.<br \/>\nHow his eyes could never see<br \/>\nhimself dying.<br \/>\nThat he would close them,<br \/>\nand the snow would cover<br \/>\nhis quiet body<br \/>\nuntil it was scooped away,<br \/>\nthrown into a truck,<br \/>\nwith others like himself.<br \/>\nHe would not bleed.<br \/>\nIn the frozen whiteness<br \/>\nonly one place would be<br \/>\nmarked by blood.<br \/>\nAnd only somewhere in time<br \/>\nwould the physics of light and space<br \/>\nlet me imagine where he was,<br \/>\nand how his life ended.<\/p>\n<p>It is gray outside this Ash Wednesday.<br \/>\nAs it always is,<br \/>\nweeks following the anniversary<br \/>\nof the killing.<br \/>\nA whole company of men,<br \/>\n300 destroyed by the belching<br \/>\npipe of the cannon.<br \/>\nThe men inside the machine,<br \/>\nthrowing shells into the breech<br \/>\nuntil there was nothing left.<br \/>\nHow they died can be imagined.<br \/>\nIt would not be punishment,<br \/>\nspilling their German blood,<br \/>\na few more murders<br \/>\nand some catastrophes announced<br \/>\nto their German families.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>If I watch a star does it not mean the past is before me? My hands can not touch it, but my eyes can see&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1227\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Ash Wednesday<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1227","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1227","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1227"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1227\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1229,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1227\/revisions\/1229"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1227"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1227"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1227"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}