{"id":1254,"date":"2015-12-14T00:50:00","date_gmt":"2015-12-13T23:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=1254"},"modified":"2015-12-02T16:35:28","modified_gmt":"2015-12-02T15:35:28","slug":"how-to-be-loved","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1254","title":{"rendered":"How to be Loved"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am of no school.<br \/>\nI discovered myself,<br \/>\nlonely, in high branches.<br \/>\nWho told me I could grab flight<br \/>\nfrom the air?<br \/>\nNo one.<br \/>\nI simply flew with no wings<br \/>\nand never fell.<br \/>\nThere was no bottom to fall to.<br \/>\nNot in the heart where I lived.<\/p>\n<p>So, World,<br \/>\ntell me about yourself.<br \/>\nDon\u2019t be shy,<br \/>\nhiding behind your doors.<br \/>\nPlay Oz with me.<br \/>\nInfinite life combined with infinite hell.<br \/>\nOh, World,<br \/>\nyou need kisses.<br \/>\nI do.<br \/>\nThe only kiss I have are poems.<br \/>\nPeople do not care about my face,<br \/>\nmy eyes,<br \/>\nmy common look.<\/p>\n<p>I can only lie in words I know.<br \/>\nAn old shoe of a soul.<br \/>\nThough I saw immensity,<br \/>\nand cried with God,<br \/>\nand forgot my lines in a play.<br \/>\nSo meant to be.<br \/>\nThe school I went to failed me,<br \/>\nor perhaps<br \/>\nI gave up for not being tall,<br \/>\nand willing to stand aside in line.<br \/>\nLast of the least,<br \/>\ntelling anyone who listened,<br \/>\nI want to be loved,<br \/>\nbut no one showed me how.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am of no school. I discovered myself, lonely, in high branches. Who told me I could grab flight from the air? No one. I&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1254\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">How to be Loved<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1254","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1254","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1254"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1254\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4429,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1254\/revisions\/4429"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1254"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1254"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1254"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}