{"id":1355,"date":"2015-08-26T01:38:58","date_gmt":"2015-08-26T00:38:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=1355"},"modified":"2016-08-26T15:56:42","modified_gmt":"2016-08-26T14:56:42","slug":"hearing-my-heart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1355","title":{"rendered":"Hearing My Heart"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I want to hear my heart again.<br \/>\nTake away the silence in my ears.<br \/>\nThe unnatural quiet that denies<br \/>\nme answers to my prayers.<br \/>\nThe words of a child,<br \/>\nthe petals of a question<br \/>\nflying off,<br \/>\nthe laughter of love,<br \/>\nthe riddle never answered.<\/p>\n<p>I am advised<br \/>\nthe upper registers of my world<br \/>\nare gone.<br \/>\nWhere voices fly,<br \/>\nthe weep of a violin,<br \/>\na woman\u2019s whispering touch<br \/>\nat night.<br \/>\nLost,<br \/>\nlost,<br \/>\nchannels closed,<br \/>\ndawn clouded over,<br \/>\nmumbling that was poetry.<br \/>\nSubmerged music,<br \/>\nvoices,<br \/>\namplitude,<br \/>\nthe inflection<br \/>\nthat tells its story.<\/p>\n<p>Now, technology,<br \/>\nto coax them back,<br \/>\nthe creep of boards,<br \/>\nthe fluttering of leaves,<br \/>\nthe echo of wind,<br \/>\nthe shore that receded<br \/>\nleaving me lonely,<br \/>\nand sometimes afraid.<br \/>\nWhen I listened<br \/>\nand heard nothing.<br \/>\nWhen I believed,<br \/>\neverything had gone away<br \/>\nand I talked to emptiness.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I want to hear my heart again. Take away the silence in my ears. The unnatural quiet that denies me answers to my prayers. The&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1355\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Hearing My Heart<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1355","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1355","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1355"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1355\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4441,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1355\/revisions\/4441"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1355"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1355"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1355"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}