{"id":1453,"date":"2011-05-27T03:08:42","date_gmt":"2011-05-27T02:08:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=1453"},"modified":"2011-05-28T18:27:41","modified_gmt":"2011-05-28T17:27:41","slug":"beggars-choice","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1453","title":{"rendered":"Beggar&#8217;s Choice"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In what life should disasters come?<br \/>\nNot my life!  My children\u2019s, my children\u2019s children?<br \/>\nDo I want the earthquake<br \/>\nin the 10th life?  Or the fifteenth?<br \/>\nThe volcano that will plunge someone else<br \/>\ninto fire?<br \/>\nThe asteroid that will break earth\u2019s heart?<br \/>\nThe cruel plague that will sweep<br \/>\nwhole families away?<br \/>\nOn whom should the bell toll?<\/p>\n<p>If it were mine to say,<br \/>\nnot yet, over there,<br \/>\nin that war where there\u2019s enough harm<br \/>\nto justify more.<br \/>\nI don\u2019t have the strength to do that.<br \/>\nShould Providence say,<br \/>\nit\u2019s your call Ted!<br \/>\nSave your own.  Save yourself.<br \/>\nSave the ones you fancy,<br \/>\nor we\u2019ll do it.<br \/>\nWe\u2019ll choose catastrophe,<br \/>\nand you can go hide inside your fragile skin,<br \/>\ninside what empathy and compassion you have.<\/p>\n<p>And all I can do is tell fate,<br \/>\nI accept the right to choose.<br \/>\nI will save my own.<br \/>\nFrom the first hour to the last<br \/>\nI will keep them from harm.<br \/>\nBut I would ask another favor,<br \/>\nknowing you are giving me no choice.<br \/>\nAs long as time needs to die,<br \/>\nlet me share the fate of all those<br \/>\nI could not save,<br \/>\nand mix my ashes with theirs.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In what life should disasters come? Not my life! My children\u2019s, my children\u2019s children? Do I want the earthquake in the 10th life? Or the&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1453\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Beggar&#8217;s Choice<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1453","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1453","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1453"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1453\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1455,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1453\/revisions\/1455"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1453"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1453"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1453"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}