{"id":153,"date":"2009-12-17T01:58:09","date_gmt":"2009-12-17T00:58:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=153"},"modified":"2009-12-18T03:39:51","modified_gmt":"2009-12-18T02:39:51","slug":"bedlam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=153","title":{"rendered":"Bedlam"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I watch the little boy<br \/>\nbecome a whirlwind!<br \/>\nHe stirs every leaf.<br \/>\nHe snares the sun in his shadow.<br \/>\nHe yells like a Banshee<br \/>\nafraid of its image.<br \/>\nHe cries.<br \/>\nHe laughs.<br \/>\nHe is the storm inside a rainbow.<br \/>\nHe never rests.<br \/>\nHe perches on the table,<br \/>\nhides behind the drapes.<br \/>\nThen suddenly, silence settles!<\/p>\n<p>He is nowhere to be seen<br \/>\nHe has disappeared.<br \/>\nI look at the ceiling,<br \/>\nthe first place he would go,<br \/>\nin a miraculous alchemy of physics,<br \/>\nsprouted wings and flown away.<br \/>\nBut no sign of him.<br \/>\nHave the gypsies taken him?<br \/>\nHas he found the ultimate hiding place?<br \/>\nWas he, after all,<br \/>\nconfusion and noise,<br \/>\na figment of my imagination?<br \/>\nI am blind.<\/p>\n<p>I am deaf.<br \/>\nI want to hear him shout,<br \/>\nto race through the room.<br \/>\nTo pull the cloth off the table.<br \/>\nThen an explosion!<br \/>\nI hear boy noise,<br \/>\ndeafening,<br \/>\nlike an engine gaining speed.<\/p>\n<p>I see a blur,<br \/>\nMy heart starts racing.<br \/>\nDisaster is back.<br \/>\nThe silence is broken.<br \/>\nI am at peace<br \/>\nwatching his tidal wave approach,<br \/>\narms outspread.<br \/>\nHe is well,<br \/>\nHe is happy.<br \/>\nCatastrophe has returned<br \/>\nto give Papa a hug.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I watch the little boy become a whirlwind! He stirs every leaf. He snares the sun in his shadow. He yells like a Banshee afraid&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=153\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Bedlam<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-153","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/153","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=153"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/153\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":182,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/153\/revisions\/182"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=153"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=153"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=153"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}