{"id":1552,"date":"2011-07-06T11:23:42","date_gmt":"2011-07-06T10:23:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=1552"},"modified":"2011-07-06T11:23:42","modified_gmt":"2011-07-06T10:23:42","slug":"confession-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1552","title":{"rendered":"Confession"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am going to tell you a secret.<br \/>\nI write a poem in a second,<br \/>\nin a heartbeat.<br \/>\nMy life is too fast to be composed,<br \/>\ntoo light to be weighed.<br \/>\nIt is a feather that refuses to land.<br \/>\nA raindrop that never hits earth.<br \/>\nIt is the nature of my soul.<br \/>\nIn everything else I wear shoes.<br \/>\nI laugh and weep.<br \/>\nI am anchored and confused,<br \/>\nbut in a poem I am free,<br \/>\na rope without knots,<br \/>\na shadow that belongs outside,<br \/>\nlove that kisses without thought.<\/p>\n<p>So my poems belong to nothing,<br \/>\nand everything.<br \/>\nThey are exhaled breath<br \/>\ncoming from my heart.<br \/>\nOnce, I thought,<br \/>\nfrom the sheer love of poetry,<br \/>\nI could compose a line,<br \/>\nand I worked and thought,<br \/>\nand felt my heart break,<br \/>\nmy hands grow numb,<br \/>\nmy eyes mist over from a storm.<br \/>\nI could not write.<\/p>\n<p>I could not compose.<br \/>\nI was a bird with broken wings<br \/>\ninside a cage,<br \/>\nlistening to the world,<br \/>\ncalling and unable to go,<br \/>\nuntil one day I found the door open.<br \/>\nI saw the immensity of space.<br \/>\nI heard my name from a distant door<br \/>\nand I flew without thinking,<br \/>\nfelt the joy of openness<br \/>\nand going everywhere.<br \/>\nI found a place for my song,<br \/>\nresounding off sky,<br \/>\noff trees,<br \/>\noff faces,<br \/>\nand so telling,<br \/>\nI give you my secret.<br \/>\nI do not write poetry,<br \/>\nit simply comes, a cherished companion.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am going to tell you a secret. I write a poem in a second, in a heartbeat. My life is too fast to be&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1552\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Confession<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1552","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1552","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1552"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1552\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1553,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1552\/revisions\/1553"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1552"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1552"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1552"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}