{"id":1582,"date":"2016-09-13T02:53:54","date_gmt":"2016-09-13T01:53:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=1582"},"modified":"2016-09-15T02:15:15","modified_gmt":"2016-09-15T01:15:15","slug":"to-be-yes-to-be","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1582","title":{"rendered":"To Be, Yes to Be"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>What a strange thing<br \/>\nnot to know who you are,<br \/>\nfind a cemetery full of bones.<br \/>\nAn illusion to say the universe remembers.<br \/>\nHow it keeps track of faces and hearts.<br \/>\nOh, if a cataclysm found me,<br \/>\nwhat would be left?<br \/>\nHow much was love worth?<br \/>\nWho could hear me cry without lips?<br \/>\nTouch them without fingers?<\/p>\n<p>I read a sad letter this morning<br \/>\nhow my brother died in battle.<br \/>\nInstantly.<br \/>\nTo my mother who died in grief, slowly.<br \/>\nTo me who never heard his voice again<br \/>\nsince I was a child.<\/p>\n<p>And yesterday when it closed,<br \/>\nwhy I said a prayer<br \/>\nwithout one true church to hear me,<br \/>\nand found no fault with whatever is,<br \/>\ngiving praise innocently<br \/>\nto what is and is not,<br \/>\nwithout knowing what I am<br \/>\nor should be.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What a strange thing not to know who you are, find a cemetery full of bones. An illusion to say the universe remembers. How it&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1582\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">To Be, Yes to Be<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1582","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1582","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1582"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1582\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5015,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1582\/revisions\/5015"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1582"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1582"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1582"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}