{"id":1819,"date":"2016-01-25T01:36:23","date_gmt":"2016-01-25T00:36:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=1819"},"modified":"2016-01-20T17:05:21","modified_gmt":"2016-01-20T16:05:21","slug":"wannabe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1819","title":{"rendered":"Wannabe"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A mirror attempts to tell me<br \/>\nwhat my heart knows intimately.<br \/>\nNo one can see its burdens,<br \/>\nhidden happiness,<br \/>\nconfusion that grew bigger.<br \/>\nI have no answer to what I am.<br \/>\nWhat have you become?<\/p>\n<p>Do you know where you are?<br \/>\nIf you can\u2019t tell me,<br \/>\nif you don\u2019t know,<br \/>\nbe with me.<br \/>\nI\u2019ll cover your shoulders,<br \/>\nbecause we have no answers<br \/>\nto the colors inside,<br \/>\nto the songs and dances,<br \/>\nto the play in a thousand rooms,<br \/>\nto the words<br \/>\nthat pile up and disappear.<\/p>\n<p>It is all we are,<br \/>\nand nothing of what we\u2019ve become,<br \/>\nman or woman,<br \/>\nor ghost,<br \/>\nor perhaps children.<br \/>\nChildren of the fog,<br \/>\nmist,<br \/>\nmorning, day.<br \/>\nChildren who listen and shout<br \/>\nand come running,<br \/>\nto whoever loves them,<br \/>\nholds them,<br \/>\nsmiles and plays.<\/p>\n<p>What have I become?<br \/>\nI think,<br \/>\nonly myself grown bigger.<br \/>\nA bit of dust<br \/>\nas large as a universe,<br \/>\nlearning to laugh and be afraid.<br \/>\nI\u2019m just a kid,<br \/>\ntrying to make it,<br \/>\nlooking for a way home.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A mirror attempts to tell me what my heart knows intimately. No one can see its burdens, hidden happiness, confusion that grew bigger. I have&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1819\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Wannabe<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1819","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1819","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1819"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1819\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4502,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1819\/revisions\/4502"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1819"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1819"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1819"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}