{"id":1829,"date":"2016-10-14T01:04:31","date_gmt":"2016-10-14T00:04:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=1829"},"modified":"2016-10-14T14:18:24","modified_gmt":"2016-10-14T13:18:24","slug":"a-life-that-matters","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1829","title":{"rendered":"A Life That Matters"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Solipsism is a place<br \/>\nwhere ghosts gather,<br \/>\nhaving no place else to go,<br \/>\ndialogues with oneself<br \/>\non, should life matter<br \/>\nwith nothing else to know?<br \/>\nShould I ask<br \/>\nwho I am,<br \/>\nor what it is I suffer,<br \/>\nthis boat<br \/>\ninside my self<br \/>\nwith so much cargo?<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t doubt my separateness.<br \/>\nHow frightened I am<br \/>\nto be alone, or<br \/>\nterrified in a crowd,<br \/>\nand if this is what life is,<br \/>\nhow can life matter?<br \/>\nOr,<br \/>\nHow can I make life matter?<br \/>\nOr,<br \/>\nHow can I make my life matter?<br \/>\nOr,<br \/>\nOf all the faces that I\u2019ve seen,<br \/>\nwhich one is my own?<\/p>\n<p>Who collects the clouds?<br \/>\nRecords the voices?<br \/>\nCreates pictures for museum walls?<br \/>\nComposes the remarkable<br \/>\nin notes and words?<br \/>\nHow things are forged<br \/>\nand played?<br \/>\nAnd who shifts<br \/>\nthrough the baggage<br \/>\nwhen we\u2019re gone,<br \/>\nand says,<br \/>\nthis life mattered<br \/>\nin the scheme of things,<br \/>\nand brought forward,<br \/>\nmust be called,<br \/>\nwonderful by name.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Solipsism is a place where ghosts gather, having no place else to go, dialogues with oneself on, should life matter with nothing else to know?&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=1829\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A Life That Matters<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1829","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1829","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1829"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1829\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1831,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1829\/revisions\/1831"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1829"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1829"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1829"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}