{"id":2051,"date":"2014-11-04T01:27:04","date_gmt":"2014-11-04T00:27:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=2051"},"modified":"2014-11-12T16:58:29","modified_gmt":"2014-11-12T15:58:29","slug":"explaining-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2051","title":{"rendered":"Explaining Myself"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>You see,<br \/>\nI am a sentimental person.<br \/>\nA romantic.<br \/>\nMy impulses are childish.<br \/>\nI get lost easily.<br \/>\nI do not understand cruelty,<br \/>\nthough my anger can defy gravity.<br \/>\nBut it gets lost in the heavens<br \/>\nand never returns.<\/p>\n<p>I do not think like a scientist<br \/>\nor a warrior.<br \/>\nPolitics is a strange flavor<br \/>\nwhich I never use.<br \/>\nReligion belongs to the buildings<br \/>\nthat house it,<br \/>\nand sometimes passing by,<br \/>\nI\u2019ll listen to the sounds<br \/>\ncoming from the walls,<\/p>\n<p>I am taken by invisibilities.<br \/>\nThings I see which are never there,<br \/>\nalthough we exchange pleasantries<br \/>\nand touch fingers.<br \/>\nIt is hard to be the kind of person I am.<br \/>\nI do not sit still.<br \/>\nI fall in love with everything,<br \/>\nand seem at sea,<br \/>\nlike I\u2019m always leaving harbors.<br \/>\nWatching towns recede.<br \/>\nSeeing islands light up with stars.<br \/>\nCollecting drops of water<br \/>\nbefore they burn away.<\/p>\n<p>And like dogs do,<br \/>\nleave traces of myself behind.<br \/>\nLike a touch left on a tree,<br \/>\na kiss blown to the wind,<br \/>\na word of joy, like Yes!<br \/>\nTo something singing or flying,<br \/>\nor simply being beautiful.<br \/>\nAnd at night,<br \/>\nwhen I can no longer play,<br \/>\nI say prayers in the darkness,<br \/>\nto the darkness,<br \/>\nand smile<br \/>\nwhen something says inaudibly,<br \/>\nwe had fun, didn\u2019t we?<br \/>\nAnd I go to sleep.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You see, I am a sentimental person. A romantic. My impulses are childish. I get lost easily. I do not understand cruelty, though my anger&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2051\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Explaining Myself<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2051","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2051","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2051"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2051\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4540,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2051\/revisions\/4540"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2051"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2051"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2051"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}