{"id":2141,"date":"2014-11-26T00:03:46","date_gmt":"2014-11-25T23:03:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=2141"},"modified":"2014-11-19T18:00:06","modified_gmt":"2014-11-19T17:00:06","slug":"losing-nerve","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2141","title":{"rendered":"Losing Nerve"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have lost my nerve,<br \/>\nlike a trapeze artist<br \/>\nlosing faith in his hands,<br \/>\nin his timing.<br \/>\nA heart losing its belief in love.<br \/>\nWhat would happen<br \/>\nif stars lost faith in themselves?<br \/>\nWould they go out?<br \/>\nOr grow dim<br \/>\nforgetting their light?<\/p>\n<p>What is this faith,<br \/>\nthis juggling of doubt?<br \/>\nIs it the nerve of the blind man<br \/>\nwith everything to lose?<br \/>\nThe ability to see beauty<br \/>\nin the dark,<br \/>\nthe weaving of webs,<br \/>\nthe strength of the stone!<br \/>\nI\u2019ve lost my nerve,<br \/>\nI have grown old.<br \/>\nI need to be young,<br \/>\ngrowing old.<br \/>\nTo see from my heart.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have lost my nerve, like a trapeze artist losing faith in his hands, in his timing. A heart losing its belief in love. What&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2141\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Losing Nerve<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2141","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2141","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2141"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2141\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2143,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2141\/revisions\/2143"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2141"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2141"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2141"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}