{"id":2198,"date":"2014-12-06T01:46:12","date_gmt":"2014-12-06T00:46:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=2198"},"modified":"2014-12-03T03:06:18","modified_gmt":"2014-12-03T02:06:18","slug":"now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2198","title":{"rendered":"Now"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Where is now?<br \/>\nI have misplaced it.<br \/>\nI live in the past,<br \/>\nin the future,<br \/>\nnow has no name.<br \/>\nI simply exist,<br \/>\nand between you and me,<br \/>\nthat is enough.<br \/>\nThere is no death in now,<br \/>\nalthough I am dying.<\/p>\n<p>I have learned<br \/>\nthat walls disappear in now.<br \/>\nThey need the history<br \/>\nof wood and stone.<br \/>\nIn now,<br \/>\nthey have no place to stand.<br \/>\nIf I place them there,<br \/>\nlike a cloud,<br \/>\nlike the separation<br \/>\nof light and shadow,<br \/>\nI walk through them<br \/>\nand they disappear.<\/p>\n<p>So too are eyelids, mouths and faces.<br \/>\nMy loved ones,<br \/>\ngoing about their lives in now.<br \/>\nThey are always here,<br \/>\nfinding me,<br \/>\nshouting,<br \/>\ngoing away.<br \/>\nBut we are together,<br \/>\nsometimes half a world away,<br \/>\nfeeling the openness of a beach,<br \/>\nhearing music in a street,<br \/>\npassing windows with silver eyes.<\/p>\n<p>All together,<br \/>\nwoven by cords of touching<br \/>\nand calling,<br \/>\nwalking through rooms,<br \/>\ngazing into cups.<br \/>\nThe past is illusion,<br \/>\nthe future a tomb.<br \/>\nOnly here,<br \/>\nin the presence of a heartbeat<br \/>\ndo I recall<br \/>\nsomething called time.<\/p>\n<p>An hourglass of grain<br \/>\nflowing,<br \/>\none side to another<br \/>\nin the space of now.<br \/>\nIt doesn\u2019t matter.<br \/>\nWhat happens is a dream.<br \/>\nTime,<br \/>\nthe invisible side of nothing. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Where is now? I have misplaced it. I live in the past, in the future, now has no name. I simply exist, and between you&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2198\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Now<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2198","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2198","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2198"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2198\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4560,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2198\/revisions\/4560"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2198"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2198"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2198"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}