{"id":2206,"date":"2016-11-18T02:46:01","date_gmt":"2016-11-18T01:46:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=2206"},"modified":"2016-12-13T01:21:47","modified_gmt":"2016-12-13T00:21:47","slug":"disorder","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2206","title":{"rendered":"Disorder"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Here and there<br \/>\nI pick up pieces of myself.<br \/>\nHalf written sentences<br \/>\ndead in childbirth,<br \/>\ndoors unlocked,<br \/>\npart open.<br \/>\nEverything scattered,<br \/>\nuntidy,<br \/>\nin disarray.<br \/>\nI am a junk pile,<br \/>\na room where things are dropped,<br \/>\nwhere I have no time to straighten,<br \/>\nto put away,<br \/>\nneaten.<\/p>\n<p>But a little at a time,<br \/>\npassing through,<br \/>\nperhaps a poem will write itself,<br \/>\na box be closed,<br \/>\nthe floor swept up,<br \/>\nand I surprise myself,<br \/>\nwonder where I am,<br \/>\nhow neat I\u2019ve become!<\/p>\n<p>Then,<br \/>\nI\u2019ll throw a note to the floor,<br \/>\ncrumpled in frustration,<br \/>\nacknowledge,<br \/>\nthat nothing ever stays<br \/>\nas it should,<br \/>\npoems miss their mark,<br \/>\nlove,<br \/>\nfound in the morning,<br \/>\nis gone by afternoon,<br \/>\nand I am right back<br \/>\nwhere I started from.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Here and there I pick up pieces of myself. Half written sentences dead in childbirth, doors unlocked, part open. Everything scattered, untidy, in disarray. I&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2206\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Disorder<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2206","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2206","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2206"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2206\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5073,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2206\/revisions\/5073"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2206"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2206"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2206"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}