{"id":2396,"date":"2016-12-09T01:38:27","date_gmt":"2016-12-09T00:38:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=2396"},"modified":"2016-12-13T01:46:38","modified_gmt":"2016-12-13T00:46:38","slug":"if-someone-could-explain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2396","title":{"rendered":"If Someone Could Explain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Where did you go<br \/>\nthat I followed through a house<br \/>\nof endless lives?<br \/>\nHow could I know you?<br \/>\nHow did you expect me to?<br \/>\nWhat is hidden behind a door,<br \/>\na night deeper than darkness?<br \/>\nWhat could I know of you<br \/>\nin the cellar of life?<br \/>\nAnd why does one so beautiful<br \/>\nhide?<br \/>\nShow up with a longing<br \/>\nto have me know,<br \/>\nI knew you once,<br \/>\nmany times?<br \/>\nForever?<\/p>\n<p>And where, dear phantom, does that leave me,<br \/>\ntoiling through the fragments of a dream,<br \/>\nas one who comes on an unsigned journal<br \/>\nthat tells a story only to itself.<br \/>\nBut I wept as I read it,<br \/>\nI cried because I am not sentimental.<br \/>\nBecause lost things are truly lost,<br \/>\nand it is more pain that I can bear,<br \/>\nbut there it is,<br \/>\ntruth spread out on a page<br \/>\nof lost selves,<br \/>\nrooms,<br \/>\nconversations,<br \/>\na lost life I might have known,<br \/>\nand who took it from me?<br \/>\nOr did I leave her, and<br \/>\nsee her full of loneliness,<br \/>\nand pay a price for some crime<br \/>\nI\u2019ve forgotten.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Where did you go that I followed through a house of endless lives? How could I know you? How did you expect me to? What&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2396\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">If Someone Could Explain<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2396","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2396","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2396"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2396\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5090,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2396\/revisions\/5090"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2396"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2396"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2396"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}