{"id":2441,"date":"2012-05-27T21:39:12","date_gmt":"2012-05-27T20:39:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=2441"},"modified":"2012-05-27T21:39:12","modified_gmt":"2012-05-27T20:39:12","slug":"lost-in-the-crowd","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2441","title":{"rendered":"Lost in the Crowd"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>One day,<br \/>\nin a press of bodies<br \/>\nin the outdoor stalls of Seattle,<br \/>\nthe jewel to the south, Mount Rainier,<br \/>\nwould perhaps I thought,<br \/>\nto no purpose,<br \/>\ndestroy this city,<br \/>\npick all its flowers,<br \/>\nmuddy the sound,<br \/>\nand chase the whales away.<\/p>\n<p>It was to no purpose<br \/>\nI saw a face look at me<br \/>\nin the crowd,<br \/>\nand feeling pass between us,<br \/>\nbetween meteors,<br \/>\ncosmic bodies,<br \/>\nshooting stars.<br \/>\nI looked back,<br \/>\nand she looked after,<br \/>\nand it was to no purpose.<br \/>\nAs if a book opened its pages,<br \/>\nand you read a story three quarters in,<br \/>\nor three quarters over,<br \/>\na paragraph and you close it,<br \/>\nnot having time to know the beginning<br \/>\nor see the end,<br \/>\nfor it served no purpose,<br \/>\nexcept a crack in your heart was opened,<br \/>\nand you never forgot,<br \/>\nor gave away a word of what you remember.<\/p>\n<p>I look at a map of Seattle,<br \/>\nand the sun is full of gold,<br \/>\nand the person I saw,<br \/>\nstill wanders through the market,<br \/>\nlooking back,<br \/>\nand the book is somewhere on my shelf,<br \/>\nand I can\u2019t recall the title,<br \/>\nor the number of the page<br \/>\nfortuitously opened,<br \/>\nbut I could just let it fall,<br \/>\nsomeday,<br \/>\nand continue reading.<br \/>\nBut the purpose of all this,<br \/>\nor the lack of purpose,<br \/>\nis like a jewel<br \/>\nyou cherish with remembrance.<br \/>\nIt destroys no cities.<br \/>\nIt stays where you put it,<br \/>\nin your heart,<br \/>\nthe back of a drawer,<br \/>\nwherever, if it\u2019s lost,<br \/>\nyou can find it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>One day, in a press of bodies in the outdoor stalls of Seattle, the jewel to the south, Mount Rainier, would perhaps I thought, to&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2441\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Lost in the Crowd<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2441","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2441","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2441"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2441\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2442,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2441\/revisions\/2442"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2441"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2441"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2441"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}