{"id":2625,"date":"2017-02-21T01:58:21","date_gmt":"2017-02-21T00:58:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=2625"},"modified":"2017-04-30T20:14:40","modified_gmt":"2017-04-30T19:14:40","slug":"ennui","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2625","title":{"rendered":"Ennui"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes I go nowhere.<br \/>\nNothing engages me.<br \/>\nMy solitude is ineluctable.<br \/>\nI want to be somewhere else,<br \/>\nbut not here or there.<br \/>\nWhat do I want?<br \/>\nPerhaps the place<br \/>\na bird is flying to?<\/p>\n<p>The journey to the middle<br \/>\nof someone\u2019s story?<br \/>\nWatching the last candle<br \/>\nburn down in a sanctuary?<br \/>\nIn fog near the sound of a sea?<br \/>\nWatching a face stare from<br \/>\na window?<\/p>\n<p>Being inside a memory<br \/>\nand starting over,<br \/>\nbut not too far removed?<br \/>\nWondering how vast the detonation<br \/>\nof my heart would be?<br \/>\nWould there be any stars?<br \/>\nWould spring appear<br \/>\nwith wild flowers again?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes I go nowhere. Nothing engages me. My solitude is ineluctable. I want to be somewhere else, but not here or there. What do I&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2625\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Ennui<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2625","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2625","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2625"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2625\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2627,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2625\/revisions\/2627"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2625"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2625"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2625"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}