{"id":2628,"date":"2015-02-10T01:58:39","date_gmt":"2015-02-10T00:58:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=2628"},"modified":"2015-01-26T21:32:47","modified_gmt":"2015-01-26T20:32:47","slug":"finding-a-poem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2628","title":{"rendered":"Finding a Poem"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I never know if I have a poem.<br \/>\nIf like a flower bud<br \/>\nit\u2019s been nipped by frost.<br \/>\nToo little water.<br \/>\nIf it started and went to sleep.<br \/>\nToo fragile to tolerate despair,<br \/>\nrun naked through the brambles.<br \/>\nFrightened by the trickle<br \/>\nof dreams around it.<br \/>\nOr if the words are ready.<br \/>\nIf it wants to speak.<br \/>\nIf it\u2019s alien without a home.<\/p>\n<p>Or perhaps poetry<br \/>\nis a peculiar kind of fantasy.<br \/>\nA reality parallel to ours.<br \/>\nSometimes intersecting,<br \/>\nsometimes not.<br \/>\nBut I listen to sounds in the house.<br \/>\nFeel tensions in my body.<br \/>\nStare at windows<br \/>\nand then, things outside windows.<br \/>\nThen a yearning starts.<br \/>\nA sigh.<br \/>\nI am scared and then serene.<\/p>\n<p>I balance on a thread<br \/>\nof invisible proportions.<br \/>\nI think like a poet.<br \/>\nChoose forms as silly<br \/>\nas they are necessary.<br \/>\nTo say as simply as I can,<br \/>\nI am alive.<br \/>\nI am ready to explode.<br \/>\nTo wave my arms.<br \/>\nTo join the universe in burning.<br \/>\nTo dive into the surf<br \/>\nand scare dolphins.<br \/>\nA primal force<br \/>\nplaying with language,<br \/>\nlooking for its planet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I never know if I have a poem. If like a flower bud it\u2019s been nipped by frost. Too little water. If it started and&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=2628\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Finding a Poem<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2628","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2628","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2628"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2628\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4623,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2628\/revisions\/4623"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2628"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2628"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2628"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}