{"id":3090,"date":"2017-07-18T17:30:29","date_gmt":"2017-07-18T16:30:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=3090"},"modified":"2017-07-14T15:37:58","modified_gmt":"2017-07-14T14:37:58","slug":"many-lives","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3090","title":{"rendered":"Many Lives"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have lived many lives,<br \/>\nand they return<br \/>\neverywhere I go.<br \/>\nI get lost inside them.<br \/>\nI am real<br \/>\nsays the woman<br \/>\nwho neither smiles or frowns.<br \/>\nShe has appeared several times,<br \/>\nalways in a dream,<br \/>\nand I beg her to stay,<br \/>\nand she goes.<br \/>\nBut where?<\/p>\n<p>And the roads and houses,<br \/>\nunoccupied,<br \/>\nvoices sing in the dark<br \/>\nwhen I\u2019m not listening.<br \/>\nOr the timeless avenue of children,<br \/>\nwho play and run<br \/>\nand call me,<br \/>\nreturn,<br \/>\nwhere are you going?<\/p>\n<p>And my heart hurts with pain.<br \/>\nSomewhere,<br \/>\nI reply without sound.<br \/>\nI am caught in time and meaning.<br \/>\nShould I stay?<br \/>\nI look into a mirror and ask,<br \/>\nshould I have stayed?<br \/>\nWhere was I going?<\/p>\n<p>And life resumes.<br \/>\nMy friends bridge no nonsense,<br \/>\nand are not crazy.  They<br \/>\ndo not know how life<br \/>\nplays hide and seek,<br \/>\nblurs at the edges,<br \/>\nfalls in love with strangers,<br \/>\navoids temples and churches.<\/p>\n<p>It goes on.<br \/>\nI have lived before,<br \/>\nand currently occupy several places,<br \/>\nwanting something,<br \/>\nor someone,<br \/>\nto hold my hand,<br \/>\nand tell me where is home.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have lived many lives, and they return everywhere I go. I get lost inside them. I am real says the woman who neither smiles&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3090\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Many Lives<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3090","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3090","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3090"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3090\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5178,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3090\/revisions\/5178"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3090"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3090"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3090"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}