{"id":3268,"date":"2013-05-07T03:48:12","date_gmt":"2013-05-07T02:48:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=3268"},"modified":"2013-05-07T03:48:12","modified_gmt":"2013-05-07T02:48:12","slug":"growing-old","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3268","title":{"rendered":"Growing Old"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Coming and going,<br \/>\nfinding and leaving,<br \/>\ngazing through windows,<br \/>\ninto windows,<br \/>\nand brushing the wind<br \/>\nfrom my hair.<br \/>\nHow else to describe oneself?<br \/>\nI am not good<br \/>\nat the small talk of birds.<br \/>\nI can\u2019t start like a lizard,<br \/>\nunflappable,<br \/>\nwith a stone face.<br \/>\nNor is my posture regal as a deer,<br \/>\nor my eyes<br \/>\nsensitive as a puppy\u2019s.<\/p>\n<p>The child in me sleeps a lot.<br \/>\nHe has had a long afternoon.<br \/>\nI shake him occasionally,<br \/>\nasking,<br \/>\nare you awake?<br \/>\nDo you want to play?<br \/>\nAre you hungry?<br \/>\nAnd he looks back,<br \/>\nand sometimes,<br \/>\nsomething in his face<br \/>\nmakes me sad.<\/p>\n<p>Where are we he asks?<br \/>\nAnd I say,<br \/>\nIt\u2019s afternoon,<br \/>\nyou are taking a nap.<br \/>\nI\u2019ll call you in a few minutes<br \/>\nafter I get the pool filled,<br \/>\nthe sandbox ready.<br \/>\nAnd I let him close his eyes,<br \/>\nand I look out the window.<br \/>\nForgive me,<br \/>\nfor growing old, I whisper.<br \/>\nWe\u2019ll catch fireflies later.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Coming and going, finding and leaving, gazing through windows, into windows, and brushing the wind from my hair. How else to describe oneself? I am&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3268\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Growing Old<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3268","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3268","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3268"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3268\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3270,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3268\/revisions\/3270"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3268"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3268"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3268"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}