{"id":3290,"date":"2013-05-13T03:14:30","date_gmt":"2013-05-13T02:14:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=3290"},"modified":"2013-05-13T03:15:13","modified_gmt":"2013-05-13T02:15:13","slug":"crack-in-the-ceiling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3290","title":{"rendered":"Crack in the Ceiling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The world falls between its cracks.<br \/>\nThere is dust and separation,<br \/>\nmuddy rain, a broken flute<br \/>\namong the stones, and scars<br \/>\nleft by lightning.<br \/>\nWhat side is the beginning?<br \/>\nWhat side is the end?<\/p>\n<p>The crack in my ceiling<br \/>\ncomes and goes.<br \/>\nWe fill it with putty,<br \/>\ncover it with paper.<br \/>\nIt is a persistent fault,<br \/>\ngrinning at my obsessive<br \/>\ndesire for order,<br \/>\na warning of life\u2019s fragility,<br \/>\nthings breaking.<\/p>\n<p>My wife calls my attention to it,<br \/>\nas if I never noticed.<br \/>\nAs if I were blind to wholeness,<br \/>\nwould not notice if the universe<br \/>\nseparated,<br \/>\nthe sky were torn,<br \/>\nthe stars speeding from each other<br \/>\nand the need to pick a side,<br \/>\nto call out farewell,<br \/>\nand say good-by to childhood,<br \/>\nthe strength of youth,<br \/>\nto watch love<br \/>\nshatter in the abyss of its past.<\/p>\n<p>My wife knows who she loves.<br \/>\nHow I pout and moan<br \/>\nwhen the world breaks,<br \/>\nnot accept what I can\u2019t control,<br \/>\nreach inside the cracks<br \/>\nto bring the sides together,<br \/>\nlike a heart that is broken,<br \/>\nand drowns in the gulf<br \/>\nof its separation.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The world falls between its cracks. There is dust and separation, muddy rain, a broken flute among the stones, and scars left by lightning. What&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3290\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Crack in the Ceiling<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3290","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3290","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3290"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3290\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3292,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3290\/revisions\/3292"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3290"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3290"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3290"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}