{"id":346,"date":"2014-02-21T03:43:19","date_gmt":"2014-02-21T02:43:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=346"},"modified":"2014-03-10T19:43:10","modified_gmt":"2014-03-10T18:43:10","slug":"a-death","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=346","title":{"rendered":"A Death"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It was four months<br \/>\nsince his wife passed,<br \/>\nfriend,<br \/>\ndeliverer,<br \/>\nsound in a room,<br \/>\nthe touch of a hand<br \/>\nin a warm bed.<\/p>\n<p>She was a constant presence<br \/>\nfor her absence.<br \/>\n\u201cI am alone,\u201d he said,<br \/>\napologizing for his self pity,<br \/>\nas if he deserved none,<br \/>\na man who did no harm,<br \/>\nwas generous,<br \/>\nand lived as best he could.<\/p>\n<p>He did not understand death.<br \/>\nDid not understand<br \/>\nthe giving and taking of the world.<br \/>\nPerhaps he never saw winter before,<br \/>\nthe retreat into cold,<br \/>\nthe wonder of life<br \/>\ngoing to sleep or dying.<\/p>\n<p>What could I tell him?<br \/>\nThat our turn will come?<br \/>\nThat death is better<br \/>\nthan seeing death,<br \/>\ntouching a dream,<br \/>\nbetter than seeing its fading?<br \/>\nWatching love perish,<br \/>\nand hearing the wail of the gentle,<br \/>\nthe tears of the open-hearted.<\/p>\n<p>We sat and talked<br \/>\nabout things that centered outside,<br \/>\nbeyond the window.<br \/>\nBut she was there,<br \/>\nlistening.<br \/>\nHe did not see her,<br \/>\nor sense her presence,<br \/>\nwatching him rise and weep,<br \/>\neat his lonely meals,<br \/>\nstruggle with his bad leg,<br \/>\neach grieving for the other.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It was four months since his wife passed, friend, deliverer, sound in a room, the touch of a hand in a warm bed. She was&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=346\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A Death<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-346","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/346","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=346"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/346\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4243,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/346\/revisions\/4243"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=346"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=346"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=346"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}