{"id":3772,"date":"2015-07-10T01:42:00","date_gmt":"2015-07-10T00:42:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=3772"},"modified":"2015-06-27T18:12:10","modified_gmt":"2015-06-27T17:12:10","slug":"nothing-at-all","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3772","title":{"rendered":"Nothing at All"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I try very hard to be brave<br \/>\nin the face of nothing at all.<br \/>\nIn the face of boring authority,<br \/>\nthe dialogue of my morning dread,<br \/>\nstreets that do not welcome me.<br \/>\nIndifferent places<br \/>\nwhere I have no place,<br \/>\nwhere I am a nuisance,<br \/>\na mumbling sprite with uncombed hair,<br \/>\npart of the fog of an overcast day.<br \/>\nA man facing a perpetual Monday,<br \/>\nan overripe apple.<\/p>\n<p>That is the nothing I\u2019m afraid of,<br \/>\nthe nagging headache,<br \/>\nthe uncertainty of the certain.<br \/>\nTo be alive,<br \/>\na seed swelling from a flower,<br \/>\na bird in its bath,<br \/>\nan eagle at the edge of air.<br \/>\nTo fall deeply from a gravitationless star,<br \/>\ndaring death in a challenge,<br \/>\nswimming with a shark,<br \/>\nbothers me not at all.<\/p>\n<p>I am brave enough to live,<br \/>\nto fall,<br \/>\nto meditate in my shadow,<br \/>\nto cast myself into night.<br \/>\nBut to be bored,<br \/>\nto be silly,<br \/>\nto treat stupidity with gravity,<br \/>\nthat I have no courage for,<br \/>\nno patience,<br \/>\nno hope.<br \/>\nFrom that I will run<br \/>\nlike a frightened leopard,<br \/>\nand climb to the highest branch of a tree,<br \/>\nand pray for salvation,<br \/>\ndeliverance,<br \/>\nuntil danger returns.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I try very hard to be brave in the face of nothing at all. In the face of boring authority, the dialogue of my morning&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3772\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Nothing at All<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3772","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3772","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3772"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3772\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4746,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3772\/revisions\/4746"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3772"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3772"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3772"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}