{"id":3895,"date":"2013-10-21T02:59:01","date_gmt":"2013-10-21T01:59:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=3895"},"modified":"2013-10-23T03:10:09","modified_gmt":"2013-10-23T02:10:09","slug":"winter-solstice","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3895","title":{"rendered":"Winter Solstice"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I fall on the blank paper like dust,<br \/>\nlike land\u2019s end,<br \/>\nlike the emptiness beyond the jetty,<br \/>\nthe calling of gulls.<br \/>\nAs far as I can see,<br \/>\nan expanse of changes,<br \/>\nthe inside of an echo,<br \/>\nthe world\u2019s end in an unscripted sky.<br \/>\nTo leave the bay of my heart,<br \/>\nto decipher the undecipherable,<br \/>\nthe soul locked in jaded dimensions.<\/p>\n<p>I have folded the blanket of myself<br \/>\nfrom the harsh light of the sun,<br \/>\nun-soothed, unknown,<br \/>\nweary in my sleep,<br \/>\npushing the puppets in my dreams<br \/>\ninto their boxes.<br \/>\nUncomprehending what the circle<br \/>\nof the earth wishes me to know,<br \/>\nor not to know,<br \/>\nor regret in mindless prayers.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps this is what the solstice means,<br \/>\nthe gales of December over Lake Erie,<br \/>\nthe brambles of cotton tuft,<br \/>\nand man-high grass.<br \/>\nShowing the world in its deep, wet dream,<br \/>\nshards of ice breaking on the shore,<br \/>\nand the lesson of a great being,<br \/>\ngathering to itself a tunic of frozen peace.<\/p>\n<p>Am I its child shivering in the wind,<br \/>\nloving the gray corpus of its face,<br \/>\nor simply a stone among stones?<br \/>\nA ripple of sand with its marred poetry,<br \/>\ngasping its words,<br \/>\ntelling the earth<br \/>\nthis is a place where my children come.<br \/>\nTo see candles in the waves,<br \/>\nthe stained windows of myself,<br \/>\nwelcoming and forbidding,<br \/>\nwhere only the strongest<br \/>\nand most devout<br \/>\ncan share me with themselves?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I fall on the blank paper like dust, like land\u2019s end, like the emptiness beyond the jetty, the calling of gulls. As far as I&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3895\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Winter Solstice<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3895","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3895","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3895"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3895\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3897,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3895\/revisions\/3897"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3895"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3895"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3895"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}