{"id":3927,"date":"2013-10-31T01:00:39","date_gmt":"2013-10-31T00:00:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=3927"},"modified":"2013-10-30T03:10:57","modified_gmt":"2013-10-30T02:10:57","slug":"dissembling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3927","title":{"rendered":"Dissembling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Memory is the house next door.<br \/>\nThe large house that keeps changing.<br \/>\nNeighbors moving in and out.<br \/>\nMaking friends.<br \/>\nPutting up a fence.<br \/>\nWhen I was small,<br \/>\nthe name next door<br \/>\nwas an Irish name.<br \/>\nA man who kept building<br \/>\na building, never completed,<br \/>\nat the rear of his property.<br \/>\nI heard his mother<br \/>\ncall him to supper every evening.<br \/>\nHe was married, but still being raised.<\/p>\n<p>And the large, windowless building<br \/>\nhe was raising became still, after time.<br \/>\nThe loads of cement<br \/>\nhe wheeled up a plank<br \/>\nto pour into the mold of the walls<br \/>\nstopped.<br \/>\nI was too small to understand<br \/>\nthe irony of it, then.<br \/>\nIt was a pyramid in which<br \/>\nits priest was doing what<br \/>\nwas ordained to be done.<br \/>\nTo leave four great walls<br \/>\nfor the Pharaoh\u2019s remains.<br \/>\nIt was one theory of several<br \/>\nthat came to me, as I<br \/>\nwatched the certified craziness<br \/>\nof McCoy acted out.<\/p>\n<p>It was, that the moment<br \/>\nwe are born,<br \/>\nwe look for a place<br \/>\nto be reared,<br \/>\nin sync with the soul that<br \/>\nwe are meant to be.<br \/>\nI moved away before the structure<br \/>\nwas finished.<br \/>\nThe site has been leveled.<br \/>\nDeath laid his head down.<br \/>\nLater as I collected my memories<br \/>\nI thought of McCoy.<br \/>\nA sweet man, and in a mysterious<br \/>\nway, profound.<br \/>\nI laugh sometimes when<br \/>\nI see him inside me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Memory is the house next door. The large house that keeps changing. Neighbors moving in and out. Making friends. Putting up a fence. When I&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=3927\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Dissembling<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3927","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3927","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3927"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3927\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3928,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3927\/revisions\/3928"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3927"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3927"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3927"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}