{"id":4064,"date":"2013-12-11T02:43:12","date_gmt":"2013-12-11T01:43:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=4064"},"modified":"2013-12-18T02:52:13","modified_gmt":"2013-12-18T01:52:13","slug":"what-i-dont-do-is-what-i-am-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=4064","title":{"rendered":"What I Don&#8217;t Do Is What I Am"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It\u2019s true<br \/>\nI don\u2019t compose my songs.<br \/>\nThey come from me like a river,<br \/>\nlike a wind released from the mountains.<br \/>\nLike fluttering moths<br \/>\nlooking for a host.<br \/>\nThey just come,<br \/>\nlike strangers down a road,<br \/>\nand I know it is nuclear inside me.<br \/>\nThe deep, burning light of a dream<br \/>\nthat leaves no ashes,<br \/>\nno coals to be scattered about,<br \/>\nno notes to be held,<br \/>\nwords to be studied.<\/p>\n<p>It is simply my heart,<br \/>\nburning for a destined time,<br \/>\nand then no more.<br \/>\nSo it is true,<br \/>\nI don\u2019t agonize,<br \/>\nsearch for meaning,<br \/>\nsave up subjects,<br \/>\ntie knots in hope,<br \/>\ndescribe false love,<br \/>\nput forever in small places.<\/p>\n<p>I have a life.<br \/>\nI sleep and wake up in fear and joy.<br \/>\nI puzzle and trace frost with my finger,<br \/>\nwondering why the moon<br \/>\nleaves its face on a glass,<br \/>\nwhy I love so much,<br \/>\nwhy I get so tired,<br \/>\nwhy nothing is a mystery,<br \/>\nyet I understand nothing.<br \/>\nAnd then I know,<br \/>\nI am simply a sound,<br \/>\na drum,<br \/>\na shell in which the sea sings,<br \/>\nand trees whisper,<br \/>\nand words come,<br \/>\nfrom the shadows<br \/>\nof an un-composed life.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It\u2019s true I don\u2019t compose my songs. They come from me like a river, like a wind released from the mountains. Like fluttering moths looking&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=4064\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">What I Don&#8217;t Do Is What I Am<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4064","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4064","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4064"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4064\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4065,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4064\/revisions\/4065"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4064"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4064"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4064"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}