{"id":4096,"date":"2016-07-01T01:29:56","date_gmt":"2016-07-01T00:29:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=4096"},"modified":"2016-06-28T17:36:21","modified_gmt":"2016-06-28T16:36:21","slug":"a-personal-business","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=4096","title":{"rendered":"A Personal Business"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I do not know what sent me.<br \/>\nWho imagined my existence.<br \/>\nWho said, Ted!  Rise from the ashes<br \/>\nof a pure snowfall,<br \/>\ncome from the reflection of the pool,<br \/>\nleave the cave of forever night,<br \/>\nand be born into yourself.<br \/>\nCome sit on the stoop of life<br \/>\nand listen to the hush of all silences.<br \/>\nLearn the return all things face.<br \/>\nWhich door did I come through?<br \/>\nThrough what door will I leave?<br \/>\nAnd how much can I take?<\/p>\n<p>All I own will be my soul.<br \/>\nWhat I did will fade away.<br \/>\nWhat I intended will be meaningless,<br \/>\nbut what I am,<br \/>\nwhat I live with,<br \/>\nwhat aches and pains,<br \/>\nand consummated joys I put in my bones,<br \/>\nwill stay with me.<br \/>\nFor how long doesn\u2019t matter.<br \/>\nIf death is a swan song,<br \/>\na falling call,<br \/>\na single awareness of what I was,<br \/>\nbecame,<br \/>\nand leave with,<br \/>\nit will matter only to myself.<br \/>\nAnd what sent me,<br \/>\nor made me,<br \/>\nor cried out that I be,<br \/>\nand lived a few seconds with me.<\/p>\n<p>It is my friend,<br \/>\nnot something I\u2019ll read in the paper,<br \/>\nor discuss over breakfast,<br \/>\nbut by myself.<br \/>\nDepending on the time of day,<br \/>\nI\u2019ll cry over,<br \/>\nor laugh over,<br \/>\nor pray,<br \/>\nthat all the doors I\u2019ve shut,<br \/>\nwill open again and let me in.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I do not know what sent me. Who imagined my existence. Who said, Ted! Rise from the ashes of a pure snowfall, come from the&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=4096\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A Personal Business<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4096","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4096","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4096"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4096\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4098,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4096\/revisions\/4098"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4096"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4096"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4096"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}