{"id":4124,"date":"2014-01-01T16:55:22","date_gmt":"2014-01-01T15:55:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=4124"},"modified":"2014-01-03T17:07:59","modified_gmt":"2014-01-03T16:07:59","slug":"to-dream","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=4124","title":{"rendered":"To Dream"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Where is that mysterious country<br \/>\nwhere I do not know myself?<br \/>\nWhere I am unguarded.<br \/>\nWhere fate pours me from its glass<br \/>\nand I recede into the walls.<br \/>\nWhere nothing is locked.<br \/>\nWhere the ceiling sails away like the moon,<br \/>\npossessing its own light,<br \/>\nand I tremble in a room<br \/>\nwhere nothing is sure.<br \/>\nWhere my eyes are useless,<br \/>\nand my life belongs to the wind,<br \/>\nto things calling in the distance,<br \/>\nto footsteps that never approach,<br \/>\nnever go away,<br \/>\nand stories play out their themes.<\/p>\n<p>Where grief has left me calling out forever,<br \/>\nto things wistful as a fog,<br \/>\nand my heart lies on the ground<br \/>\na shattered dove.<br \/>\nOr countries I have never seen,<br \/>\nwith languages not my own.<br \/>\nCloth spun on looms fine as a web,<br \/>\nstars tangled in its weave,<br \/>\nwith the touch of grass,<br \/>\nlustrous as dew,<br \/>\nthe color of a meadow.<\/p>\n<p>So it is I dream of things<br \/>\nthat tangle me in lighting,<br \/>\nin plays not written for earthly halls.<br \/>\nAll rushing into silence,<br \/>\nto the heavy breathing of my fear,<br \/>\ncaught in the blankets,<br \/>\nmy eyes staring at the wall,<br \/>\nin cold relief at waking.<br \/>\nThen with a sigh I close my eyes<br \/>\ndropping back into sleep,<br \/>\na prayer,<br \/>\nthat I be delivered to dawn,<br \/>\nin one piece,<br \/>\nfrom the vast sea of creation.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Where is that mysterious country where I do not know myself? Where I am unguarded. Where fate pours me from its glass and I recede&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=4124\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">To Dream<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4124","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4124","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4124"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4124\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4125,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4124\/revisions\/4125"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4124"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4124"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4124"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}