{"id":4134,"date":"2014-01-05T00:40:32","date_gmt":"2014-01-04T23:40:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=4134"},"modified":"2014-01-04T00:40:56","modified_gmt":"2014-01-03T23:40:56","slug":"i-do-what-i-can","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=4134","title":{"rendered":"I Do What I Can"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I do what I can to live.<br \/>\nIt is a sacred obligation.<br \/>\nBut did I fly once?<br \/>\nDid my heart rise from the earth<br \/>\nlike a feather and say,<br \/>\nI am a net into which earth spills its blood?<br \/>\nA dream catcher,<br \/>\nlooking through the clearness<br \/>\nof every stone, planet, track or dune,<br \/>\nand I rose to receive them,<br \/>\nto pay them homage.<br \/>\nTo expand with the great arms<br \/>\nthat received me,<br \/>\nand caught the light of constellations<br \/>\nin my hair like a bank of snow?<\/p>\n<p>So what am I to do<br \/>\nif my soul has used up all its words?<br \/>\nIf the faces in the mirror have gone away,<br \/>\nand I weep with remembering?<br \/>\nThere are days<br \/>\nwhen the days are not large enough<br \/>\nto hold all the things<br \/>\nthat I put in my sack.<br \/>\nAnd yet,<br \/>\nlike a child with his box of toys,<br \/>\nwhat I pull out<br \/>\ndoes not give me what I need,<br \/>\nlooking through the window<br \/>\nat the sky, and asking,<br \/>\nif my life goes on,<br \/>\nwhere can it go?<\/p>\n<p>Except back to the things I have collected,<br \/>\nand wish to show,<br \/>\nand sit quietly with the companions<br \/>\nI found in its hours.<br \/>\nWho never left me,<br \/>\neven as they\u2019ve gone.<br \/>\nNow is the time to knock on the door.<br \/>\nNow is the time to listen.<br \/>\nNow is the time to learn my name.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I do what I can to live. It is a sacred obligation. But did I fly once? Did my heart rise from the earth like&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=4134\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I Do What I Can<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4134","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4134","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4134"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4134\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4138,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4134\/revisions\/4138"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4134"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4134"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4134"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}