{"id":4173,"date":"2015-09-10T00:50:51","date_gmt":"2015-09-09T23:50:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=4173"},"modified":"2015-09-01T00:54:39","modified_gmt":"2015-08-31T23:54:39","slug":"confession-to-the-elders","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=4173","title":{"rendered":"Confession to the Elders"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have spent days among children.<br \/>\nThey are like summer thunder showers,<br \/>\nthe flowers of diaphanous curtains,<br \/>\nthe cones of pines with mysterious edges.<br \/>\nWhile elders go and leave them,<br \/>\nnot happily,<br \/>\nI come and sit with them,<br \/>\na bonus of my leisure,<br \/>\nleave taking from the commerce of living.<br \/>\nThe elders let me go<br \/>\nbecause I am old.<br \/>\nThey let me go<br \/>\nbecause my eyes have shadows<br \/>\nand I move with the ache of eons.<\/p>\n<p>I do not tell them<br \/>\nthat the children know my true nature.<br \/>\nThat there is a new race among us.<br \/>\nA race of eternal children.<br \/>\nThat we hang together<br \/>\nin the rich laughter of our love.<br \/>\nThat we roll balls,<br \/>\nlearn words,<br \/>\nand enter the garden of open gates,<br \/>\nand feel only kindness<br \/>\nfor the flowers we pick,<br \/>\nthe ants we pursue,<br \/>\nthe birds that call to our fingers<br \/>\nreaching for them.<br \/>\nThat nothing leaves us<br \/>\nwithout the imprint of our play,<br \/>\nour eternal memory.<br \/>\nOf voices calling from light itself,<br \/>\nand our touching,<br \/>\nour kissing,<br \/>\nthe embrace of our weightless souls.<\/p>\n<p>The children know me<br \/>\nand ask that I pick them up,<br \/>\nbeing tallest,<br \/>\nand accept me into their tribe.<br \/>\nI hid my true self from the elders<br \/>\nso many years.<br \/>\nI am a child,<br \/>\nI am home again.<br \/>\nThe elders do not know<br \/>\nhow much I love them.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have spent days among children. They are like summer thunder showers, the flowers of diaphanous curtains, the cones of pines with mysterious edges. While&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=4173\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Confession to the Elders<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4173","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4173","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4173"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4173\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4174,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4173\/revisions\/4174"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4173"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4173"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4173"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}