{"id":655,"date":"2016-08-01T01:00:50","date_gmt":"2016-08-01T00:00:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=655"},"modified":"2016-07-22T21:41:20","modified_gmt":"2016-07-22T20:41:20","slug":"lights-on-and-off","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=655","title":{"rendered":"Lights On and Off"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I sit among family,<br \/>\naunts, uncles, children,<br \/>\nplates of food.<br \/>\nI am young among elders,<br \/>\nmature among youth.<br \/>\nMy legs are strong.<br \/>\nI am innocent,<br \/>\na barnacle racing through water<br \/>\nwith the sail of life<br \/>\nopen full above me.<\/p>\n<p>I turn the light off.<br \/>\nFor a moment dark causes me fear.<br \/>\nI turn the light on.<br \/>\nI sit among family,<br \/>\naunts, uncles, children.<br \/>\nThe sun is past the meridian,<br \/>\nI look at their faces.<br \/>\nSome with new eyes,<br \/>\nabsences,<br \/>\nmy legs feel heavy<br \/>\nfrom time to time.<br \/>\nI fall into silence listening,<br \/>\nparticularly to my children,<br \/>\nto my love.<br \/>\nI eat bread without butter.<br \/>\nThe wind has died.<br \/>\nThe ship floats in the water.<\/p>\n<p>I turn the light off.<br \/>\nI refuse sleep anymore.<br \/>\nI hear things in the night,<br \/>\nneither sad nor happy,<br \/>\nbells sounding,<br \/>\ntolling for what?<br \/>\nI turn the light on.<br \/>\nI sit among family,<br \/>\naunts, uncles, children.<br \/>\nI am moored in a harbor.<br \/>\nThe sun is going down.<br \/>\nShould I turn off the light<br \/>\nI ask of nothing in particular?<br \/>\nAnd nothing in particular replies,<br \/>\nwith a strange, compelling affection,<br \/>\nlet it burn, Ted.<br \/>\nLet it burn.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I sit among family, aunts, uncles, children, plates of food. I am young among elders, mature among youth. My legs are strong. I am innocent,&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=655\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Lights On and Off<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-655","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/655","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=655"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/655\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4320,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/655\/revisions\/4320"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=655"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=655"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=655"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}