{"id":862,"date":"2015-11-20T01:09:32","date_gmt":"2015-11-20T00:09:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=862"},"modified":"2015-11-01T03:19:16","modified_gmt":"2015-11-01T02:19:16","slug":"poem-for-mandolin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=862","title":{"rendered":"Poem for Mandolin"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Can\u2019t you see I am helpless?<br \/>\nEverything bangs into corners.<br \/>\nThe road turns and curls<br \/>\nand gets lost in the bushes.<br \/>\nHow hopeless you make me feel!<br \/>\nLike a suitor that can\u2019t find words.<br \/>\nA stranger wanting to be introduced,<br \/>\na road needing travelers,<br \/>\nriverbed without water,<br \/>\nstadium without crowds.<\/p>\n<p>If you were a song<br \/>\nI would strike one key on the piano<br \/>\nand weep.<br \/>\nA song looking for itself,<br \/>\nblaming me for my barrenness.<br \/>\nI hear its voice in the distance.<br \/>\nI am drowning, it calls.<br \/>\nThe song poem in my heart,<br \/>\nan urchin tree,<br \/>\nbranches shorn of their leaves.<br \/>\nI am lost, I reply.<\/p>\n<p>I am fading into myself.<br \/>\nMy wings are broken.<br \/>\nWhere do all the unwritten poems stay?<br \/>\nGo too?<br \/>\nAre they children<br \/>\nwaiting for the door to be opened?<br \/>\nDo they look through the window<br \/>\non a rainy day?<\/p>\n<p>Tell them I\u2019m sorry.<br \/>\nI feel a shout inside me,<br \/>\nthe song of a mandolin,<br \/>\na poem rising from the mud,<br \/>\nthe smell of the earth,<br \/>\nlips of a woman in love.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Can\u2019t you see I am helpless? Everything bangs into corners. The road turns and curls and gets lost in the bushes. How hopeless you make&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=862\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Poem for Mandolin<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-862","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/862","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=862"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/862\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4371,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/862\/revisions\/4371"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=862"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=862"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=862"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}