{"id":888,"date":"2010-11-11T03:27:40","date_gmt":"2010-11-11T02:27:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=888"},"modified":"2010-11-11T03:27:40","modified_gmt":"2010-11-11T02:27:40","slug":"to-be-what-i-am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=888","title":{"rendered":"To Be What I AM"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>As a penitent I bring my prayers to God.<br \/>\nNot because I believe in it,<br \/>\nbut because I can not live without it,<br \/>\nGod from whom I draw breath for my soul.<br \/>\nI can not witness the beauty of people,<br \/>\nof arbors overgrown with flowers,<br \/>\nthe pure rinse of rain falling from heaven,<br \/>\nthe love I feel for family and others without<br \/>\nknowing it comes from a different kingdom.<\/p>\n<p>It is my destiny to worship.<br \/>\nTo light candles in the dark.<br \/>\nTo sing psalms like a chorus of lullabies.<br \/>\nTo lift my DNA from dust in triumph.<br \/>\nI am a holy man.<br \/>\nA godchild, naive and innocent.<br \/>\nI need baptism, redemption, patience,<br \/>\nand hold nothing to account except myself.<br \/>\nDust from which a flower grows<br \/>\nredeeming me with God\u2019s immaculate face<br \/>\nand forgiveness.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As a penitent I bring my prayers to God. Not because I believe in it, but because I can not live without it, God from&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=888\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">To Be What I AM<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-888","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/888","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=888"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/888\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":889,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/888\/revisions\/889"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=888"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=888"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=888"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}