{"id":983,"date":"2014-06-21T01:49:31","date_gmt":"2014-06-21T00:49:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/w7m.3ee.myftpupload.com\/?p=983"},"modified":"2014-06-10T02:14:14","modified_gmt":"2014-06-10T01:14:14","slug":"being-dumb","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=983","title":{"rendered":"Being Dumb"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have more questions than answers.<br \/>\nMore answers than I understand.<br \/>\nMore mysteries than certainties,<br \/>\nand less memory<br \/>\nthan the elephant, who,<br \/>\npoor creature,<br \/>\nmust remember every sadness<br \/>\nof its life.<br \/>\nWhat do geniuses know<br \/>\nof people like me?<br \/>\nOf the confused tourist.<br \/>\nThe guilelessness of labor.<br \/>\nOf knowing only plain things.<br \/>\nSimple little truths.<br \/>\nA penchant for believing dreams.<br \/>\nThat people are what they claim to be.<br \/>\nThat books make you wise.<br \/>\nThat money is the grace of a person.<\/p>\n<p>Which is how much sense I have.<br \/>\nTeachers throw up their hands.<br \/>\nI could not follow their beautiful phrases,<br \/>\nbalance their equations.<br \/>\nAccepting what they said<br \/>\nthat there are no stupid questions,<br \/>\nand then call me dumb<br \/>\nfor asking why?<br \/>\nWhy?   Why?<br \/>\nBecause I could not add things up.<br \/>\nI wanted to be inside the things<br \/>\nI knew.<br \/>\nI wanted to open doors not there.<br \/>\nHave reason for things<br \/>\nthat did not exist.<br \/>\nFor all of which they said,<br \/>\nI was slow,<br \/>\neven though the sky<br \/>\nmade letters out of stars,<br \/>\nthe wind returned my calls,<br \/>\nthe rain said, dance with me,<br \/>\nand they laughed<br \/>\nwhen I told them.<br \/>\nWhy?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have more questions than answers. More answers than I understand. More mysteries than certainties, and less memory than the elephant, who, poor creature, must&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/?p=983\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Being Dumb<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-983","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-index-of-all-poems","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/983","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=983"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/983\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":985,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/983\/revisions\/985"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=983"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=983"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theodorewaterfield.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=983"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}